i had tangles in my hair.

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 17:07:09 GMT

MOVED. Ask me for url, if you want.

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 15:47:32 GMT

hi I just came back from gelare! Good waffles on tuesdays, so anyway been doing nothing as of late, been living life like an asshole. Till then, stay gold.

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 18:37:27 GMT

Tyson ritter is fuckingly fucking hot.

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 04:20:08 GMT

DOPE.

Sat, 21 Feb 2009 15:43:48 GMT

I think I'm going to cut my hair soon. Hmmm, but I'm scared like a pussy and I'm afraid I'll miss my hair and I'll cry and my boyfriend and everyone else will get annoyed and I'll cry at home because everyone hates me for being annoying and I would still have my short hair.

Okay shall contemplate till after exams..

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 16:49:31 GMT

That's the thing about girls.
Every time they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at,
Or even if they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them,
And then you never know where the hell you are.
Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy.
They really can.

XXXXX

Okay fuck I'm so tired from waiting its taking up my sleeping time and presentation is less than 12 hours and I have to meet my groupmates earlier than usual what the fuck I'm irritated as hell. I fucking haven't studied for 2 fucking days. FUCK LA.

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 15:50:02 GMT

My teacher showed us our percentage for statistics and I failed my overall CA percentage. I only passed my assignment. But I laughed you know I have no idea why. Must be the stress.

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 14:41:47 GMT

So my mum bought me this top from esprit earlier today without me knowing it. Its just.. okay you see like those kind of clothes when i only wear it if there's nothing else on my shelves. But I didn't tell her that its pretty ugly because it's not very nice. She wants me to dress like Grace Kelly once I strike 18 but I'm not like that because I'm the total opposite of what she wants me to be. So I'm gonna make her happy just by wearing a few times, yeah.

COMMON PROJECT SHOES !!

Thu, 05 Feb 2009 07:44:10 GMT

I know I just rambled a few minutes ago but I still feel like rambling. I feel like puking and crying :(

Why am I still updating this shit.

Thu, 05 Feb 2009 07:35:25 GMT

School is not good this week, neither it was last week but it was worse this week. I have tests almost everyday and I failed, this time I know I'm going to fail for system concepts because as much as I studied, the question came out differently then it was supposed to and everyone knows how bad I am in interpreting such questions. Moreover, its the kind of question where you need to know how to draw the archetypes and if you don't its equivalent to getting zero. So highly likely I'm going to get zero for that paper as the first question carries a total of 15 marks that is practically the highest weightage compared to the second question, so bottomline is I'm going to fail this paper. 20% down the drain and an additional 5% on top of this because i got a fucking F for my lab test. I'm so afraid I'm going to repeat this module as well as computer programming in 2.1.

Everything is not going my way for studies so I am going to scream wherever I am if I were to pass any of my non examinable subjects, just because. I need to start mugging already, exams are 2 weeks from now, no for my case three weeks but it doesn't really matter because I'm lagging in everything. I'm going to get a non graded pass for 2 subjects already I'm not surprised if my GPA is 1.2 this semester but who gives a total shit I don't I just want to get promoted and pass 1.2. Its really frustrating but I can't do anything much.

Lighter note, I hope Izham is going to get biomedical informatics in engine school because he really wants to get into that course so I'm rooting for him as he dislikes my course.

I need to quit crying every night starting from now because I'm worried about my studies, for the fucking first time :(

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 15:55:35 GMT

I still find syafiq's 'jilat mak kau peh tahi' still funny though the joke's a few days old already.

Izham izham izham izham izham, ahhaha i love you k sorry high on air. just. needed. to. type. something.

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 04:54:30 GMT

PUBLIC SPEAKING BEAUTY CONTEST SPEECH

A beauty contest, or beauty pageant, is basically a competition based mainly on the physical beauty of its contestants, and often incorporating personality, talent demonstration, and question responses as judged criteria. Competitions for men and women are, of course on separate events.
Beauty contests for women are more common, and winners are called beauty queens. Beauty contests for men, like Mr. Universe, are more likely to be "body building" contests—quite unlike the traditional "beauty contest" in which women are judged upon. However, in the 1990s, instead of only considering muscle mass, the competitions began to judge the natural physical attributes of the contestants as well as their physiques. These include Mr. World and Manhunt International.

The History of beauty contests
Goes all the way back to 1880, when the first “Bathing Beauty Pageant" took place as part of a summer festival to promote business. Contests became a regular part of summer beach life, with the most elaborate contest taking place in Atlantic City, New Jersey. Also, choosing symbolic kings and queens for May Day and other festivities is an ancient custom in Europe in which beautiful young women symbolize their nation's virtues and other abstract ideas.

The modern beauty pageant's origin is Miss America Pageant, which was first held in Atlantic City, under the title "Inter-City Beauty Contest." The Miss America Pageant eventually included preliminary eliminations, an evening gown competition, musical variety shows, and judging by panel. Still, the contest was at first shunned by middle-class society. Pageants did not become respectable until World War II, when "beauty queens" were recruited to sell bonds and to entertain troops.
Selecting a "beauty queen" has a couple of criterias.
The typical perception of a beauty pageant is that it occurs once a year, has women of a petite frame, the event is live on stage, and that a talent is involved somehow.

For example, The Worldwide Pageant has a unique scoring system wherein delegates have the potential of earning a score of 110%. The breakdown is 25% evening wear, 25% athletic wear, 50% personal interview, and an optional 10% for an achievement portfolio.
Regardless of the method of competition, break down of scores or frequency of selection, all are defined as "entertainment in the form of a beauty pageant." It is up to the individual to determine which is best suited for competition or of particular entertainment interest.
• The most popular and biggest International pageants are
o Miss World
o Miss Universe
o Miss International
o Miss Earth

And the Men's contests on the other hand are,
o Mister World
o Manhunt International
o Mister International
o Mister Intercontinental
o Mister Earth
Locally, we have Miss Singapore Universe which is an annual beauty contest held in Singapore to select the country's representative to the Miss Universe pageant.
Singapore has been sending representatives to Miss Universe contest as early as 1954. The highest placing ever attained by a Singaporean delegate happened in 1987 when Singapore played host to the Miss Universe pageant, where home favourite Marion Nicole Teo was named the 7th runner up.

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 04:40:49 GMT

Awwww, look at that face. I secretly like boys who keeps their hands in their pockets. Major sucker.

Note to self:
Economics test
Public speaking (Beauty Pageant summary including powerpoint slide)
Math test
Computer programming test/flowchart/assignment

On a sidenote, I was home alone on a Saturday night (read: Saturday night), rushing through my seven pages summary which I ended up sleeping on my laptop. My family celebrated my younger brother's birthday with the extended family which I didn't go and I was busted back, and I ended up going home :(

Tue, 13 Jan 2009 14:53:15 GMT

I'm neglecting my eljay, and I'm pretty sure I'm shifting to another soon not exactly a fresh start, this thing ticks me off at times.

Like a fish out of water, suffocating yes, annoyed by almost everything, not the best of feelings so far. I just need to get through with this rough patch then everything should be fine again. The moodswings drive myself crazy, not a good start into the new year. There's too much to do, too little time and yet I still stare blankly, completely oblivious to the surroundings.

I hate it when I'm feeling this way. I mean why should I feel this way? There's no reason for me to feel this way is there? Or am I feeling this way for the sake of feeling this way? There must be something which makes me feel this way isn't it. I feel so angry all the time as well, lets not get started with my short attention span in classes.

It feels good to complete a portion of a load of crap. It's ending, it is.

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 16:00:49 GMT

I've got ten fingers and toes. This is for you Peaches :)

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 05:58:25 GMT

+ I got my first job in the retail line.
+ I got my second job at Downtown East.
+ My L1R4 was magnificent, no really.
+ New friends who are literally new and new friends who are actually old friends.
+ Still having the same friends I had a thousand years ago.
+ Still with the same retarded boy :)

- Tertiary education.
- Graduated from secondary school.
- My hair is disgusting.
- Still broke.
- No nape piercing.
- Still have low esteem.
- I still think I'm 16 eventhough I'm turning 18, that is bad right, or it isn't?

Happy new year and Izham and I are 21 as well!

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 16:59:17 GMT

I am so fucking miserable, and no its not the moodswings :(

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 16:11:21 GMT

+ JB with Rasyidi Faisal and Izham, twice.
+ Sentosa with the same people minus Rasyidi plus Irsyad and Zamir.
+ Singapore vs Vietnam at the national stadium. Atmosphere was good, always good but team Singapore didn't make it:(
+ Finally, a day with Izham! We caught Twilight, so Peaches is so gonna hate me for this but Twilight is fetch, but because of Diggory!

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 11:07:07 GMT

I went shopping yesterday! and the day before yesterday and the day before that.. right. Bottomline, I went shopping a lot therefore note to self, stop. shopping. now. I bought two flowers, yes flowers I'm overly obsessed with flowers I don't know why actually and the bigger the flowers are the better it is, so I bought the red and purple ones and I'm going to strut around with those awesomely hugeass flowers on my head and soak in the awesomeness. Oh yes did I tell you I'm obsessed with blazers as well! The green one is the latest to my collection.

Side note, HOLIDAYS! Holidays spells pretty much everything, from sleeping late to waking up late to sleeping early waking up late sleeping whatever time it is and still wake up late, and stoning and not studying, anything which doesn't involves studying for exams means good. Speaking of exams, I think I'm going to do well, very well actually as a matter of fact for my math paper because I was able to do it. Economics I just want to scrape through and q method? Q method just eat shit.

So I'm going to bum around at home and watch Simpsons. Well at least its better than studying.

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 17:31:56 GMT

My mother is stupid, I hate her.

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 15:45:16 GMT

Supa long overdue pictures but still! this boy makes my heart go giddy up. Love you Izham. Always have, always will :)

Anyway, this week has been.. wait I forgot what happened this week. I know I went out with Izham yesterday, oh yes I've been attending school! I don't know whether that is a good thing to me, I hate school. There's too much things to do, deadlines to meet and tests are coming. Term test coming in 2 weeks, everthing is so packed, sometimes I can barely hear myself breathe.

Can't wait for term break.

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 05:33:20 GMT

I need to start attending school. My tutor messaged me asking why i haven't attend his class for a month already. Hahaha i feel so guilty but at the same time i fucking hate school. I forced izham to crash my lecture yesterday and the boy ended up sleeping in the room.

Highlight of the week was:

+KBOX! Yes we went kbox, headbanged to linkinpark and daughtry, where rasyidi picked the weirdest songs and we forced him to sing, dan as usual the best voice and irsyad sadly, the worst.
+Went to school for only two days, promise will go the whole week next week.
+Perangai plaza sing! Naik! Hahaha this was fucking priceless.
+And izham got a job at Haagen Dazs cs! Go say hello!

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 02:43:36 GMT

In the words of Izham, 'Awesome afternoon, then a mediocre lunch, caught a not so great movie, talked about the future which isn't a happy ending because coming back to a fat wife who screams at everyone about a kid isn't much of a fairytale story.'

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 09:06:57 GMT

Hello world! I can't believe i'm updating using my useless phone now. Now lectures would be better. Kthxbye.

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 16:13:11 GMT

School started and I skipped my last tutorial lesson.

I met up with Avinder and Juan to have breakfast cum lunch together, and of course to catch up. While doing so, Dan called me and he said he wanted to meet me cause he ended already and I, on the other hand, haven't even started school :( Headed to school and had fags before we decided to skipped school at four just to crashed Avinder's lecture. So had 2 hours of math, then ran out of engine block to meet them, and she decided to skip it, so what the hell all of us ended up at kfuckingc and had dinner, followed by chilling out session at cbtl.

I swear school is getting crazier by the minute.